19 October 2010

肉酸

颖芝到底是怎么了
她想找回最初的她 那个当年什么都没有顾虑的人
可以把烦恼抛到云霄去 睡一大觉还是可以快乐地过日子的女孩 究竟跑去哪里了
虽懂得年龄越大烦恼越多的道理
但多么的想成为一个经验老到的人
经验丰富,不需为了一些事烦恼大半天
也许上天想把我的人生塑造成一幅美丽的图画 所以才会在我的路途中给我各种各样地彩色笔 好让我完成这一幅图
谢谢你上帝

心情真的很肉酸
是我把学业看的太重 还是它只不过是一种微不足道的文凭
是你说的理所当然 还是它真的不存在
是我的责任 还是你的要求

人生道路各有不同
我不奢侈我们会遇见一样的事物
偶尔何不去看下周围的环境才判出决定
承诺 这两个字 对我来说真的很沉重
承诺原本是个美丽的字眼 它只存在于两个人之间的秘密 两个人之间的小火花
当初的承诺却遭来今日的孽缘?
两个人的承诺固然是件令人心花怒放 但请别超出它的底线
请别用尽这两个字来逼某个人就范

我憧憬的是爱情的甜蜜 不是由束缚去完成两人之间的承诺
你认为那是理所当然的事 对你而言我真的没有履行我的承诺?
在我的中六生涯还未开始之前 我真的没有履行?
我明白我们读着不一样的课程 过着不一样的生活
但你真的有停下脚步 看看四周的环境才作出选择吗
承诺你自已也许下过 是否曾经静下心去想想你自己也有履行所有的承诺?
我不会以"你没做好自己的本分"来责备 这话太伤人 而我也没资格 因为我不是他的家人上司

把它当成一种日常工作?我真的不明瞭
为何自己的课业不是由自己来温习 而是别人的日常工作
为何你把一切都看在我身上
这真的是我的责任? 我不知道 为什么还像是我做错了似的
我不知道该怎么去形容我的肉酸
每一封短讯都让我觉得好难受

我不明白 也不了解
是真的我的错 还是自己对号入座

我真的累了 就好想好想睡一大觉 回到最当初的我什么都不会去顾虑的我
现在的我好想大哭一场
我真的控制不了


拥抱给了我很大的鼓励和依靠
谢谢你

14 October 2010



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