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Trial is coming
left 43 days
we have to study 1 subject in 4 days
how can we do that ??
why i was wasting my time in the past
regret
*sigh*





Study study study
brain is full of physic, chem, bio
gonna explosive someday
i want to get A in these 3 subject
pray hardly for me, people
not to let my parent down again





Stress stress and stress
everythings seems so stress for me
mad soon



don't know what to write about
i hate exam
i hate SPM



we study hard in 2 years
fighting for that 3 weeks
doesn't worth after all






doomsday is coming
pray hard for our earth
save our earth =)

I miss you, baby
for whole week?
gee..
ass pian
I'm gonna kill him






I need a break
give me a hug please

Regret

Why people only will regret when they get lessons
why should people be so damn idiot asshole
why they don't know how to appreciate what they belongs
why...






I really hate myself
why I don't appreciate what i have
why have to wait till last minute
or when i get lessons
then only i will be a good girl as my parents expect
I don't want to be like that
I can't let my parents down again and again
They put their hopes on me
and I'm the eldest
I can't let them down




To my beloved god
will you forgive me once again?
I promise no next time
I promise i promise
I really regret of what i done
I'm sorry




Forgive me, please
I learn my lessons now
Not to step back again
I promise
Give me a chance to change myself
I won't ruin my life again


Thanks, god

That's my deep deep deep secret
I learn my lesson
i hope to be forgive
as what Chee Sam said

Out with girls

Say about yesterday
we went out for buying Reena's present
i hope Reena won't see this post =X


I'm the late 1 as usual
*lol
my dad reluctantly to fetch me
because he was busying with his comp
wth
and he ask me to go by myself
daddy, do you know the ozone layer is getting thinner
and how hot is the surrounding
x sayang aku pun
*sigh




3 girls hanging around in the Pavilion
and we wore the mask
everyone thought that we had H1N1
is quite funny
when a guy passed by me
he saw I was wearing the mask
he quickly use something to cover his mouth
lol
people, i don't have H1N1




pics ~

Hope our love stay longer and longer
I always love you

Hurt?

What's the problem between you and me again
because of 1 sentence
you said that you are hurt
I never think to do that before
I just say it
doesn't mean I'm sure 100% will do it
and i never say that I'm not going with you
why you will think like that
that might be hurt
but why you have to think so many?
You have move on to another path
not the usual 1


I know I'm dai siu jie sometime
and I'm petulant
that's my personality
ain't every girl same as me?
I don't understand


You can say you are NOT important to me
If you really not important to me
why i have to do so many things for you
why i have to think of your present when it just march
Is still early to think that
but why I'm look like an idiot and think everything for you
what for i make that album for you
why don't i just simply buy anything for you
and spend my time to make that album for you
did you really think that?
You never appreciate
and told me that you are not important to me
never...



Ya, you always stand on my side and think about me
In your perspective, I'm always the one who don't think about you
maybe I am



I try to be staunch
so that no one saw my sadness
I be happy as usual and joking
I always be
so you never see my sadness


Ya, that things past long time
and you comfort me
but is different you know?
I just wanna tell you
I never do yet
but you did it


That's a distance between us
i don't know what it is
You called it as the way you love me
i accept it
i can understand
you are too care bout me
you love me more
till you forget the way you treat me
You think this is the only way to love
no, there is another
try to love me as another way
I will be grateful.



You never see my sadness inside my heart
you trying to tell me how sad / hurt are you
i may hurt you much
but you hurt me too
did i break my promise before?
I think no.
Everytime i try to remind myself not to step back
and did wrong again
then how bout you?
I didn't say it out
doesn't mean i'm not care about it




I'm stress in everything
you know that
I'm sorry if i hurt you

I don't hope to be the initiative 1
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