Regret

Why people only will regret when they get lessons
why should people be so damn idiot asshole
why they don't know how to appreciate what they belongs
why...






I really hate myself
why I don't appreciate what i have
why have to wait till last minute
or when i get lessons
then only i will be a good girl as my parents expect
I don't want to be like that
I can't let my parents down again and again
They put their hopes on me
and I'm the eldest
I can't let them down




To my beloved god
will you forgive me once again?
I promise no next time
I promise i promise
I really regret of what i done
I'm sorry




Forgive me, please
I learn my lessons now
Not to step back again
I promise
Give me a chance to change myself
I won't ruin my life again


Thanks, god

That's my deep deep deep secret
I learn my lesson
i hope to be forgive
as what Chee Sam said