谁已不是谁的谁

What are you still waiting for? You're not a lil kid anymore.

I'm not an independent girl, I can't fight all these alone, I need someone to guide me and support. 

Where does the person go. The guy i used to speak with, play, have fun. This person never appear in my life anymore.

How can I be so selfish that I want it be like what I've planned, this is not my world, I don't belong to this earth, I don't deserve anything.

People feel regret after what they've done, so am I.

I shouldn't just let this and that floating in the air, i should grab the chances before others, I loose my hand, thus the kite flew further apart from me days by days.

How many chances that we missed, and we grabbed it over again and again, why can't we have this chance one more time? Why can't we give a chance to each other again :)

Let it be like what it will be, ship until harbor automatic straight
Tell me, when is the right timing? When is the time I can get what i want. Well, i can't get what i want, isn't? It's so crystal clear that I don't even have the right to have it all.

What's the point that I'm still sticking around when you don't need me anymore? I'm just an annoying person.

I wish to live happily like you, putting everything aside and enjoy what you have now. At first, i thought i can make it, i can get a better life than anyone else here, in the end, i'm lying, i live like a fool.

I just wish to disappear from this earth.

祝他生日快乐

如果什么事都没发生过
现在的我们 会是怎么样
庆祝生日 也不用那么孤单
好希望你拥抱着的人是我
站在你身旁为你开心笑着的人是我

犹豫 慌张 不懂得该往哪好
有股想衝回家的感觉
从前的位置已不在
我站在哪儿 很无助

笑了 哭了 泪了 又能怎样呢
还是那句 我还在等待

祝他生日快乐
一个我爱过的人

生日快乐 =')

只想回到最初的时候

其实 你想要的 我都明白
你想要的 我都想尊重 我做不到
我知道 一切已不想从前一样 为我们的明天而疯狂
从一开始就知道 我并没有权利要求些什么
相爱要两个人的准许 分离只需一人的同意
分离的后遗症 比我想象中来的恐怖
自以为自己拥有坚强的心 到头来却像别人一样
身在福中不知福

想做朋友的你 我认同 我尊重
挽回 我没有这样的能力
有多少爱可以重来 又有多少人失去了才会明白
期待 原来是一种伤害
深爱的人已离开 是我不该忽略你给我的爱
现在的我 只想回到最初的时候
我知道 不行 :)

Still can't get rid of this feeling.

I know there's nth i can do for it anymore. I'm sorry.

Can't stop my brain thinking about you.

I wish i have the chance again. Stop dreaming, please.

时间过了走了 爱情面临抉择

你冷了倦了我哭了

怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢？

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 

我错了 泪干了

放手了 后悔了

幸福呢？

D

Thanks god that you're fine and i'm not so fine.

What am I doing right now. I don't know

Time will cure everything, so how long does it take?

thought of I'm strong enough to let go, brave enough to let you go.

Everything is not under control, brain are still functioning, pictures are still in my minds, memories that cannot be deleted, voices that cannot be forgotten, hugs and cares that always in my minded. 

I wished everything back to the normal again, is there any rewind button for me? I know there's no u-turn in our lives, like i care, I wish I can scroll into your cuddle right now,  but that's only exist in my dreams. Well, i wishes i will never awake from my dream.

Letting go isn't the way I want. I did not want it to end just like this. Anyway, I don't think that I have the chance :)

Thanks for telling me that I'm actually is just an idiot asshole who still believe we have the fate. I'm just nobody :)
Stop fooling yourself, zee